Town today with cheeshoon,thianseng,ziyang. So we went shopping around at orchard. Saw brinton & yinchoon. Wme halfwayhat a small world!! HAHAHA!! Caught "The Spy Next Door" at Cineleisure. Overall, its quite a funny show. Because Jackie Chan is the main actor!! All the fighting parts are damn funny. :D

Had caramel frappe from StarBucks!! :D Took last train home after that. I enjoyed shopping today, although its rush & boring. Ciaossu motherfuckers!!! xD

I cant tolerate all those quarreling days anymore.
I dunwan us to quarrel, i dun like it. So does you right?
Why always because of ckr?!
I really dislike him alot.
Idk why. I never ever dislike a person before.
This is the first time & the first person.
Because of this person, we quarrel almost everyday.
Great. Hongster so cool uh. How great.
When i always talk about him, u will get moody or angry. Idk why.
This is not about trusting u or what. Is all about you.
You don't know how i really felt.
When before we get tgt, u like me. I went out with shirley,
You saw, you cried, you ran away.
After we stead, i apologised & told lots of sorry to you about me & her.
I know how you felt. I know. That is why i apologised & swear to myself that i wun let u down again.
But you let me down. After we broke up, you went out with ckr, the person i dislike. Even though you know i dislike him.
You dun dislike shirley. But i dislike ckr.
You get what i mean? I felt even more sad then when u know i went out with shirley.
I really cant accept the fact that you're gone. Can't tolerate, Can't control my emotions anymore.
But i tried hard. Tried very hard to be friendly & happy in front of everyone.
But it hurts, im still crying every night on bed..
You should know how i feel. But definitely, i felt worst than you.
Because i know, i love u deeply & u hurt me badly.
But im satisfied quite much. Because i had you once, i fell in love once, i got hurt deeply once.
Never experience like that before. Thanks for everything & all those memories you've gave me.
I really hope, even we're not together, you will not disappoint me anymore.
Is not that i dun trust you, how am i supposed to trust you when you said you & him are just hi bye friends.
Then you went to buy books with him, went up his hse, went L4D2 with him, went to watch movie with him.
Hi bye friends? Close friends? More like a couple bah? Im being sensitive but those things you did with him.
Is almost the things ive did with you. & the expression and attitude you gave towards him compared to me.
Is completely different at all. You will never know if you will fell for him again, because nobody knows the future.
You kept saying his heart got ry, he love ry alot. But he is a hongster, & u might fell for him.
& worst come to worst, i dunwan elaborate already.
Im thinking too much? But you think again bah.
Please dun be angry or get moody for what i've said. Think what i've said.
Feel what i've felt & understand please.
I really love you. I need you. I miss you..
But im walking out of ur life now, in order to make u stay happy.
I believe im the cause of those unhappiness & moodyness you've got.
Without me, you can be cheerful & happy.
Definitely no need to get moody & angry always.
So, goodbye girl. I hope u will find the perfect guy for you.
I will still be there for you if u need me anytime. Goodbye, iloveyou. <3>